Wednesday, September 24, 2008
to my sister, Keri
I hope you see that I wrote this about you but I dont want to bring it to your attention because I think that when you stumble across it one day, it will have that much more of an impact on you. I am actually getting emotional writing this because i want you to know how special you are to me. This whole situation with Mom and Dad, sometimes I feel like I am the only one who can't get over it and as time goes on, I ask myself and I ask Alex, "Should I still feel this way, should i still feel like my family is broken?" It is broken, and my heart hurts really bad from it. I try to act like its ok, but on a regular basis I still find myself thinking about it, wondering what went wrong and why couldn't they fix it. I know they loved eachother. I think part of the reason I get so upset is that I based my relationship with Alex on what theirs was. I know they were good to eachother and that they loved eachother. They were the foundation of our family. I just wanted to be like them. The rug got ripped from underneath me. As I'm trying to get back up, I look around at our broken family, but still intact, I see you. I see you and Benji and your special family. I am so glad you guys are in my life, that i have you guys now to be that foundation. God had a plan when he brought you two together. Did you ever think that you were going to be such an example to our family? Not only to me and Alex, but to Michelle and Ryan, to Mindy and her future and to Paul as well. And to all the kids. We all love you guys so much and I am truly blessed to know that I have a sister I can go to if ever I need anything. Thank you for impacting my life. I love you!
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Thank you Katie, You have brought me to tears! I check your blog everyday so it didn't take me long to find this. I feel the same way about Mom and Dad that you just wrote, it is hard. Thank you, for all you said, it meant the world to me, it needed to hear that!
I love you so much, and I am so, so proud of you and Alex!
You amaze me how well you have it together and how strong you are. Thankyou
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