Sunday, October 26, 2008

my life.

Proverbs 12:25:25 Anxiety in a man’s heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad.

I just wrote a whole blog but I erased it because I felt like I would look crazy if I posted it. Look at the short passage I found and it speaks for itself. I've been struggling with anxiety lately, there is so much going on in my life and I feel like I always feel something in the pit of my stomache. There is so much worry and its about pleasing others. I try so hard and I need to relax. Can someone just keep me in their prayers, I just feel like I havent been good enough wife, sister, daughter, and friend and I need some reassurance that I am not as bad as I think I am.

4 comments:

Keri said...

Katie,
for one I can tell you that you are listening to lies, you are a wonderful wife, daughter, sister, friend, I could go on and on. I know how hard you do things for others, and how hard you work to do things right, you have a wonderful life because of it. Don't let others or things steal your joy, you deserve to enjoy all the blessings you have, not to have them stolen away.
You amaze me, I wish I had your head at your age, please have peace on God, He's the only way, trust in Him, don't live your live pleasing others, live your life pleasing God, sometimes we have to let God be God, and stop doing what we can not be to others, they also need to learn to trust God. When you don't know the answers look to God's word, and if you need help with God's word, ask someone who will give you Godly advise, I love you, I know you have all this in you, becuase trust that God is in you,

I will be praying for you, but know that I am proud of you, live your life to see God in everything, He is there waiting to reveal HImself to you.

Anonymous said...

First of all, I will keep you in my prayers. We need alittle extra prayer sometimes. And I know you are not as bad as you think you are. We all think the worse of ourselves and that is not how others see us or especially God. Also, didn't you just leave a comment on my Crazy blog saying "just write what you feel, we all do it." And you were right. You don't have to write blogs and erase them. Just write them, we won't judge or think you are crazy. Like you said, we all have days like that, so we will all understand!

Jacque said...

Katie girl! You are an amazing friend and I know that you are an amazing wife and sister to others. Keri is right...you are listening to lies. I think you are pretty awesome!

Anonymous said...

You are in my prayers. I know everyone at some point has these fears and insecurities, I know I have. But Katie you are a wonderful person, you don't have to try to please anyone. Like Keri said, just strive to please God and everything else will fall into place.
One thing I love and appreciate about you is your generous spirit. You don't think twice about giving things or time to anyone who has a need. I am trying to be more like that:)I know you have been a good friend to me and a blessing in my life.