craziness.

It's about that time where I feel completely overwhelmed by life. Hmmm. I should be doing laundry, which I hate but I am taking a breather for a few minutes. In two weeks I will be sailing away with my hubs, on a cruise boat, away from everyone, and everything. I cannot wait to have absolutely no agenda. My life lately consists of cooking, cleaning, working, working out, and just trying to figure everything out. Just when I catch up somewhere else, I am behind in another area and I don't know how some people have it all in place. Wow am I complaining!!!! It has just been a really stressful week and I will be glad when my workday tomorrow is over. Let me tell you this too. I am on this new diet and it is soo hard and I just need a soda or candy sooooooo bad haha!!! Oh well though, it must be working I lost 6 lbs in 3 weeks!!! Hopefully by my sister's wedding I will be at my goal. ANywho, I got things to do so I am going to go now! thanks for reading my first crazy post in a while!!!!

My first wedding anniversary!

Today, well yesterday technically, was my first wedding anniversary. Alex and I both had the day off and it was really nice. We slept in until 11:30!!! It was awesome. I stayed up the night before until 3 am, cleaning my house. I wanted it to be nice for our day off together. I know that sounds weird but a clean house makes me happy. And I was. I feel like all day we pretty much just reflected on our relationship, and talked about our wedding, and us. I felt soooo in love!!! He just looked so handsome to me, even while we played guitar hero world tour in our freezing cold basement, for like 2 hours in our jammies!!! We're dorks I know, but it was fun. All day I wanted Alex to know how much I love him, and how important my role as a wife is to him. We had an amazing day and I can't wait to have more!!!!! Oh, and I feel so loved!

So long 2008!!

How can one year of your life be the MOST AMAZING and the worst at the same time? The slowest yet the fastest year ever? The saddest but the happiest? I don't know it was definitely a crazy year.

I married the love of my life, and the ones who loved me so much divorced.---It hurt so bad. I know it took a lot from my happiness.

I love being married... but I would say the adjustments felt like so many at first, and I'm glad to say that I love being married now!!!

Our family might have divided but I grew closer to sisters...
I grew closer to in-laws...
and learned to appreciate them so much
because they took me in like their own daughter.

I lost a few clients, maybe because they moved away, or maybe wanted someone knew but I gained a lot of great new ones!!

Work had a few slower days, but I learned to appreciate a little extra time.

A lot of things broke this year, and had a lot of maintenance and spent our saved money for something FUN, but just blessed we had the cash to fix everything. And blessed I have a roof over my head as well.

My life has been crazy busy, I feel like I havent been there as much for friends like I should have because times where I wanted to be with friends, I couldn't. I've been hurt because I feel like I've been forgotten a lot. Maybe that's my fault, I don't know but I decided that 2009 was going to be different. I'm going to try to be more available, I'm going to try to get over a few things, Im going to love on ALex the most I can, love on my family regardless of how upset I've been and love on friends too.
This year is my year to love, not to hurt. yay 2009!!!!!!